User Profile

A strong submissive in Jacksonville, Florida and FtM. This boy has been in the BDSM/Leather lifestyle for about 12 years now. I'm one of two co-founders of the Florida boys of Leather, full member of CODE 12, River City BDSM, TRSH (The Round Square Hole), JAPE (Jacksonville Area Power Exchange), FAPE (Florida Area Power Exchange), Reading of PA, and many boys clubs around the Untied States.

After many experiences he continues to be a mentor and teacher of boy classes, leather cleaning and boot blacking classes. He teaches these classes with great joy of not only teaching but learning himself. BJ has attended boys Training Camp IV and V in Dallas. BJ was honored with a nomination for Pantheon of Leather for the Florida region. BJ has been den boy, judges boy, tally boy, judge, and has volunteered for many events. He has held positions such as VP, and Treasurer for what was known as North Florida Leather Association in the past. I've carried the title of Ms. North Florida Leather back in 1998.

BJ enjoys learning not to be such a heavy foot on sewing leather, creating web sites, wood working, writing sexual poems and being there for the kids / teens of the abused mothers. "It gives someone a person that they can talk to, scream at, or cry with."

Being a boy to me is a sense of control. A wish to surrender, a wish for submission. Like passions which refused to remain inside but had to be given, to be shared. It makes me feel safe to be able to let down my walls and give my control of my will. It helps me to feel the thrill, excitement of fear and the unknown. I can accept me better by being a boy. It helps me define limits; like some ways I might feel like I am a child who needs a fence around them, to know how far their limits can go and feel secure. I know this is a weird way of putting it, put this is how this boy feels. It will help me expand my limits, grow and to be challenged, due to the strength this boy feels. Being a boy will help me understand how to express myself better, both the good and the bad. As a boy I feel a deep-set need to give and must have outlets for these needs. My basic nature is to give of myself to someone. To do less then that would leave me unfulfilled and unneeded, a fate worst than death for me. As a boy it is easier for me to be creative, the only limits I have are the one's I have created in my mind. Being a boy helps me surrender personal power, measure it in my willingness to give up control to the One who has dominance over me. When I am a boy I feel like it is easier to give what I want to give. Being a boy helps me in my zoning. Meaning the deepest state I can attain. A very deep form of subspace that puts me into a deep relaxation. To me zoning is the ultimate form of submission, because I enter a state where I can subject to hypnotic suggestion. I am a submissive boy, not by choice, but by nature. I am not weak, but strong, yet vulnerable. I am free, yet I am bound. I laugh and cry, I feel; yet I am removed. I am a submissive boy.

Can there be a Dominate lady out there that can take what's being offered and not harm him in any way, as some have in the past? He isn't a toy to be played with until either the newest wears off, or no longer use for it and toss it away, as if he was a piece of trash. No one deserves such. It takes a lady that has a strong, firm hand, and still has a soft touch.

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